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Jan. 3rd, 2010 | 11:44 pm
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askay
LET'S DO THIS PEOPLE !
I can do all things through JC who strengthens me !
Excited, excited, excited,
This year's gonna be a hell of a ride.
I hope it turns out right, cuz I've been waiting so long.
2010 has been good to the max (macs / BK / KFC) to me so far.
WOOHOO.
I am damn high now.
Should I start another N ? I don't know if I should, but I want to.
It's will bring me to the highest of highs and the lowest of lows.
But I still want to. Shall wait and see what happens.
God has been awesome, and I need to catch up with him hehehh (:
Daily devotions in the morning gotta come back noww.
Okay so my first review of GREAT:
G - need to work on it more, have a more intense desire for it, chase after it
R - going quite well now. I'll still try if the other P is reluctant. Mostly through study dates ?
E - Woohooo (: working on getting my tone right, especially since I have a new mouthpiece. Need loads more practice.
A - School hasn't started yet HAHAHAHAH
T - Hmmm. Most disappointing so far, will work on it tomorrow. I think 3/4 times a week should do it (:
Oppa's coming tomorrow ! I'm excited :D
Maybe shall go out with him, heeeeeeeeeeee. Okay seriously. I am damn high. And I want to go out WOOHOO.
Since he's back maybe I'll get an excuse to stay out late (:
NEW GUITAR COMING SOON
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Jan. 1st, 2010 | 08:00 pm
posted by: askay
Insecure but excited.
Thrilled but scared.
My heart is beating, quickly, without pause.
I need something to chill me down.
The only cure, do you want to be it ?
I won't be the one to leave this in pieces.
Resolutions:
- God
- Relationships
- Expert Saxophonist
- Academic Achievements
- Top B
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Dec. 31st, 2009 | 02:12 pm
posted by: askay
Let me go home (:
Ahhh feels surreal to have another year go by right beneath my nose.
I'm a year older, not sure about the more wise, more mature part.
But I definitely have had a 360 degree change in the direction my life is heading towards to.
So many things have happened this year, from the beginning, when I refused to believe I was sec4.
The countless moments when I doubted my academic abilities, the stupid talks in the hall which were of no help whatsoever. Dealing with the bullshits of school, no offense, heh. So many misunderstandings, many moments of disappointment. Honestly, the impressions SHSS has left on me isn't that good, more on the negative side.
But anyways, I still thanks God for his everlasting providence and love. Showing me people who are actually worth living for.
I still remember all the different moments, namely, watching the 17 year old virgin by HingHwa and then making the decision to come back to Christ. Deciding to give my all towards doing well for Os, night studies, JG, and most importantly, meeting new people and making new friends. Some friends may have drifted apart, but I believe that there will be those who will stay and continue to mold my future together with me.
Some of the best decisions that I have made this year:
- Watching the 17 year old virgin
- Sending in the DSA application
- Going back to Christ
- Joining Philyouth
- Studying hard
- Performing for NSSN '09
- Living
Really, I'm looking forward to what next year will bring, life as a J1. All glory be to God, and let us look towards a brighter and new year to become more mature people to make our lives better :D
A big thank you to :
- God, for his everlasting love and guidance
- My parents, even though sometimes I wish they would just leave me alone
- SHWO Macs People : Clarissa, Tracy, Ice Cream Sundae
- SHSS friends : LQ, Sharon, Kif, Ben, Nadia, Siti, Em, Char, Joel, SJ, YongLin
- JG : Ways, Denise, Rebecky, Becky, Laura, Mao, Ben, Isabella, SamC, Eunice, Pris, Stephanie, ThePhuas, Joel3, Lester, Pa'anga
- BERs : Carissa, OngPokPok, HuiLin/Chanel
- NSSN'09 : RJ, Zhuer, Christine, Lynette, Ely, David, Hassan, YS, JJ, Andrew, Umar, XuMeng, Louis, Ignatius
- All band people/ saxophonists out there : SHWO, Philyouth, VJCSB
- And everyone else who made my life to be what it is now, in whatever way you may have helped, THANK YOU
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Dec. 26th, 2009 | 07:34 pm
Feel: 
crappy
posted by: askay
had a movie marathon at jg after i'll be home yesterday. got bored after the first ten minutes of the first movie 'imagine that' and went to eat cup noodles and play random games downstairs. borrowed carissa's sleeping bag but it got taken away by huilin and i was tryna sleep in the pews with my legs getting frozen i swear i was breathing out puffs of hot air which condensed. had macs for breakfast, i'll be home was pretty cool, the lucky draw winners got stuff like cameras and tvs and stuff.
hmm just a warning to you guys but i get really pissy very easily these days so imma just try staying down in the low and you guys should just leave me alone if im staring straight into space because you know i love you guys and i don't wanna hurt you people.
laura came over to my house for a while and i showered while she was on facebook in my roo. went to bukit timah to get new reeds and mouthpiece and ligature for my saxophone but i am so pissed right now cuz i couldn't get it. well my mum told me she put in 300bux into my account and when i checked there was only 90bux and when i asked her she was like, you didn't ask properly, i meant i put it in last month. and i was going wtfffff because i came all the freaking way to bukit timah from pasir ris just to go back with nothin. argh. so tomorrow im gonna get the stuff better ask my mum to freaking put in some money, still contemplating whether or not to go to church because i have band prac after that and i don't know if i have enough time to go to church and buy my sax stuff.
im freaking pissed right now dont touch me.